Goodbye

It was just another day.
Not a care in the world besides being with him.
His brown eyes meet mine and,
I feel like I melt away.

Now weeks have passed and,
I dunno what to say..

It’s like I’m invisible to him..
I’ve faded to gray.

What happened?
I want to know
If you ever really cared about me at all.
Or was it all just a show?
I need to know…  

I can’t get you outta my mind.
You were always so kind..
We were the best of friends.
Always telling each other everything.
We were always there for each other.
And now you’ve walked away…
I thought we felt the same…

You always say that you love me.
Am I supposed to believe you?
I don’t think I can..
After you act like I’m nothing.

You left me for another..
And everything continued to grow worse.
I keep looking for a sign and better days.
I’ve even prayed.

What happened?
I need to know..
Was this all my fault?
This pain continues to grow..
Maybe I should really go.

Everyone said we were soulmates.
Was everything a lie?
Your laugh, your smile, your hugs. (Your love?)
Was it all just a show?

Maybe I’m just wasting my breath..
However many I have left.
Nobody is listening to me..
I’m just a shadow now.

Why is there so much hurt?
Why do I care so much?
Whatever I did to cause all this,
I hope you forgive me… someday.

I miss everything we had.
I would hope you do too…

Apparently none of this was real though.
Just my head playing tricks on me again.. (Was it?)

I’ve become just another face in the crowd without you..
This is so hard to say now that I know that it’s over..
I hope you know..
That I love you.. I always will.
Now this is it…
Goodbye.