Hang Girl

My affinity  
For detaching myself  
From any propinquity  
 
Tummy in curdle throws  
Of anxiety  
Of crowd or the touch  
Of something pure..  
 
Came full circle  
In morphine haze  
And daze gone by in euphoric  
Nod  
For hard terrors  
The chance to sleep..  
 
And anger dreams  
Behind violet  
Violent eyes  
Streaked with red rage  
From damage done  
By tourists who paid  
By milligrams  
30 please  
And on my knees  
 
My cock suck prayer  
For first gleam high again  
Dirty Genuflect led  
To no epiphany  
 
Rather led me to...  
The worst of me...  
 
And to half death  
Too cowardly to grab the full noose  
And be done  
I was led to trickle drown...  
 
As Jennifer's opiate wall  
Came fast tumble  
Rumbling down....