Been Fighting

(Been Fighting)

Lately it’s been hard for me,
To be who I am and not break creed,
Something hurts inside I know,
I don’t show, masked behind a clowns eyes,
My heart broken with tears
Numb with overflow.
I am so fucking tired,
I feel like I’m out of juice,
Cut my wires,
Give me a reason to carry on,
I’ll give you one,
I’ve been fighting since day one.
Since day one! Since day one!
It’s hard being the nice guy,
Shy and quiet, weird, to me it’s all right,
To the outside world I would never know,
If you truly love me, or is it a just a fake smile “hello”.
I’ve been walking a lot, long and pissed,
Trying to kill demons,
Like a on off switch,
Sometimes I scare myself,
I’m to smart and too good,
For drama in general,
Pure bull shit!
We take people for granted!
A deep fish in a shallow world.