[2016] The Turning

           
Sunken belly revelation         
now a mockery amok within the flock         
Minister Ryan         
condescending fuck!         
wielding his mighty righteous         
condemnation in hand         
            
In sanctuaries of the sanctimonious        
salvation is afforded to rapists        

I can only clench my fists         
saddled with the consequences      
arisen from another's sinister actions      
I had no say in        
            
As people across our great land         
sing in praise of Jesus and rejoice         
I remain choker chained without a voice         
pained from my most difficult choice         
            
Leper in houses of the holier than thou         
I am stained     
   
the blackened sheep of the family         
who only mourn for one little lamb         
silenced in my refusal to carry         
released back into the wild         
            
Being fucked over once again         
because I spoiled your child   
      
Don't spare me your rod, Ryan     
you COCKSUCKER       
This time really make it burn         
            
Standing trial in this Witness chair         
On the Bible I do solemnly swear      
to believe only in myself from here on out         
turning my back on you lousy shits         
with your god of rapists and hypocrites         
while inside I rage and shout