nobody know

I remember the day its burned into my brain.
Why didn't you tell me you were giving up
You were in so much pain
Telling me your chest hurt
You were gonna go to the doctor
Because well I won that fight

You got off the phone we said our I love you
I remember you said you would call me when you got done
I waited
Hours turned Into days
Weeks into months
I would call and I would hear your answering machine
So I got on your profile to message you there
Under your picture
The most recent one
The one you took for me
We made a goofy collage of our pictures

Right there in plain sight
The comment read rest in peace Brian
Thinking its a sick joke its gotta be
I call your phone
Let you hear its not funny
A ridiculous prank
I'll be coming home
In a few short weeks

Your mom answered this time she sounded defeated
Thats when I knew it wasn't a prank it was true
You went to the doctor like you promised baby
That wasn't a lie
What you didn't tell me is you had given up
You wanted to talk to me while you were dying

To talk to you
Have you
And then your just gone

I want to say now it was selfish
I needed you the baby needed you
Your son and mom needed you to

How did you get that lonely and nobody know
All the signs were there
When we finally saw
It was much to late

I finally agreed to marry you
We had set the date
The love of my life

I dont know why you didn't talk to me
Why you bared the burden all alone
I still dont understand  how you got so lonely and nobody know .

R.i.p Brian my love ❤