50 Shades of Colorless Red

You are not you anymore now that you've lost yourself
Traded happiness for the pleasure of someone else
You can't talk on the phone, communications shut down
No one can see you, touch or feel you, no one's allowed

Now you can no longer stand on your own two feet
Because all your steps are tied to that useless deadbeat
I can still hear you say that it won't be that way
How he loves you and it's just a game that you play

Why am I not surprised you succumbed to lay down?
A silent bait worm to be trampled upon
Held in a can, not in a lover's warm arms
Feeding fishes swimming in his saliva barms

Your mind's been conditioned to be his submissive
Washed of the person who once knew how to live
From the girl he promised he would always protect
You've become the object he smothers with disrespect

You were warned you would lose the woman you were
And now that she's gone her dreams are a drug induced blur
I would do anything if I could go back in time
I would cut off his heads and die for my crime

Anything's worth murdering the monster who mastered you
Before he tore out your loving heart and broke you in two
Filling your head with 50 shades of colorless red
The shell he cracked open drips with the ashes you've bled
Written by Poetryman
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