life changing

let go
give in
trust your life in my hands
and I can show you things
and make you feel a way you never thought possible
impossible you thought
but it's not
pure euphoric bliss
so much in fact your mind can't bare it
speaking in tounges not making sense
total loss of control your body quivers
trembles surging with feeling healing your soul
that hole gets smaller in your heart and your one ,
at least for the moment
and that's why I'm going to keep it going
for hours giving you all of my power
until I can't physically continue
because I like you
am in constant misery
and I also want to be at peace
so continuing this feeling I will do
for you and me to
let go
let loose
let go of the blues
kick off your shoes get in the mood
nude
and screw this dude
I think Im good at it
because I never had love
always pain
so I learned in every way
what hurts your body and soul
then learned to do the opposite
and learned every way to love the body and soul
whole
unconditionally legitimately and intimately
and i will give this to you
until you don't need me
you feed me with your pain
has I absorb it sustains me
I eat hate and pain for breakfast
converting it into nutrition that feeds my soul
healing the holes
as I start to get close to you I feel the energy
every memory
I touch your skin and it's like static
your buzzing with energy
it's kinetic
the love we make is prophetic
it's of myth and legend
and the gods are jealous
helpless to me you give in
and I can feel it
you don't have to tell me
your body tells me you trust me
and are minds sync
together as one we ascend in peace
kissing feeling enjoying life for once
truly
the first time I experienced it I couldn't believe it
my whole life all these years I thought I knew good sex
and thought I was having it to
and was happy as well
but that night changed everything I knew
and have felt before
it took about 2 days to accept the fact
I for the first time had real sex
life changing sex
and with the expectation for it to suck
but my whole view of intimacy changed that 18 hours
of Amazing love making
brutal sex
and just plain freaky shit
I don't know if I'll ever have sex like that again
I really hope so
because it made all the previous sex feel like meh
just meh
I need this feeling back
soon