Although i don't like to explain my poems beforehand, i think maybe should this time. The viewpoint i am trying to make in this tight form is she was always she and he always he, as opposed to he being she or she being he. :-)
You are generous, it's not one of my best, it was a exercise of tightly condensed form. Some people identify as a mix of both genders, so this poem and my clumsy explanations of it are on closer examination an insult to those folks and i never meant to do that. In the end it's just about me realizing that i have always been what i am.