mind cavern

why we living
why are we given life
what's the purpose of you and I
these questions wander thru my mind
blind
trying to find that shine
that's now all covered in grime
climb
slippery slopes in caverns of this mind
blind
finding a way out seems impossible
these thoughts grow into tangents unbearable
in numbers uncountable
scratching my 5 O'clock shadow
like life's bringing trouble
fuck it I'll leave them in rubble
I bring double trouble
pop your ass twice
chewing double bubble
confined in this mind blind
the silence is deafening
questioning threatening unsettling memories
people forgive
but I can never forgive me
the silence is deafening
my ears are bleeding
swirling anxiety and depression
no wait I'm happy
no Fuck that I wanna kill somebody
beat somebody ?
maybe I'm hungry
I think too much
I think that's my problem
but who's gonna solve them
so in my mind I wander blind
trying to find my missing shine
that's now hidden covered in grime