"Resolute Determination"

I've given into all my vices;
I don't know what this life is

I give into my daemons to
feed their needs; I don't know
what it all means

This life is a mystery; but, I'll
believe in the lies instead to
fuel my intrigue

I slip and fall; I used to feel it,
but, now, I have no guilt at all

I wanted to change; move
forward, and, leave behind it
all; but, now, to my whims I
am resolved

I felt my flaws; roo'd everyone
of them, and, wanted them
to heal, so, that I could move
on

But, now, I look at them differently;
knowing that they're all my
pieces, that make up my world

And, it's all because...

I slip and fall; I climb to heights
of the echelons

I used to feel it; but, now, I have
no guilt at all

I wanted to change; move forward,
and, leave behind it all; but, now,
to my whims, I am resolved

So, the world can suck my cock