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Goodbye

I pray to you, God or Devil
Whomever would hear my plight
My heart has left and taken hope
Leaving me an empty shell of man
I beg you a whisper of ghosts
To know that I am not alone
A meer spectre in the dark
Do this and I will grant any wish
No matter how noble or vile
Even the last drop of my life

You ask me
What kind of man
Crawls to his grave
Seeking some hope
I tell you
What kind of man
Crawls to his grave
Is long since hopeless

I am restless but weary
Tired beyond the brink
Of lamenting collapse
Wracked with guilt and regret
Failure for all to see
I'm a sham of a man
And steeped in my own tears
Raging against this flesh

if you could know, would you
spin the doomsday clock again
to live a time of love
with the price of hell?

I AM HOPELESS
AND FUCKED
JUST LET ME DIE
AND KNOW ME AS I WAS

I feel the monster inside
Clawing beneath the flesh
My heart shivers at touch
Of the void within my soul
That you did leave behind
A roadmap of torment
Leads straight to my doorway
Give into a lie

I WILL BREAK YOU
SO FUCKED
JUST DIE FOR ME
AND PAY YOUR FUCKING PRICE

YOU
WILL
RETURN
WHAT
YOU
TOOK
FROM
ME

There's no more will to live
Only agony and misery
My heart beats heavily
As I burn away

if you could know, would you
spin the doomsday clock again
to live a time of love
with the price of hell?

THIS COULD BE ME RAMBLING
THIS IS ME CHANGING
EMBRACING THE PERSISTENT DARKNESS
THIS COULD BE FUCKING GOODBYE