Awakening (Serial Killer Love Story....Part 1)

I remember the first time so clearly
It was after all, where everything began for me

Now...when I look back I see all the mistakes I had made

Not enough plastic...
Did I ever go back and clean up that last drop that I saw in the doorway?

But of course it was my first
There were going to be errors

But I was in it for the kill

I spent a week, following her, learning her schedule, being her shadow

She was so beautiful..
Five foot tall, long blonde hair and the most gorgeous pouty lips

She went to a book reading that night
Spent half an hour flirting with the author at the end

I was growing impatient

Finally, she decides to leave, and so do I because I am her shadow after all

Mr. Author clearly didn't like her because now she's going home

She steps out of the car, but doesn't make it far

A short while later she's in the back, I'm driving to the kill room
Maybe I'm driving a little fast, I am pretty excited

She screams so I press the button and her collar shocks her, hard
She quiets down

I wrestle her in the building and lay her on my table
After everything is settled she's tied down and I feel like a surgeon about to perform an operation

I wanted to take my time, but I am just too damn excited
So I plunge the knife in, numerous times, watching the lovely red squirting out and falling everywhere

Her gorgeous pouty lips are curled in pain and fear

Suddenly her whole body relaxes and the lights are out, the show is done

Dear god she was heavier dead than alive

So I wrap her up, like the special gift she is and I drag her out and drop her in the lake

I'll never forget my first