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THE BLAME GAME
Mum and Dad, its all your fault
So, I'll blame you. For my childhood
and everything I do.
When things go wrong, I'll blame you
When I lose friends, I'll blame you and
I hope to shame you into believing this
Is true. When I lose my job, money and
my relationship too,
I will blame it all on you.
It's all your fault, to block out the pain
of my childhood blues,
that is why I use.
It's never my fault, that's my excuse
when I'm coming down and feeling blue
Its all your fault, So I'll blame you
when I steal to get on and use,
its because of your abuse,
my denial, self loathing and drug use.
Its easier to blame you when I
hit rock bottom, and all my friends
have OD'd and are gone, I'll blame you.
So I can get high and not have to mourn.
I don't have the courage to own my own faults.
So, I'll blame you, lashing out with horrid insults.
Why; Because I'm an addict and I self abuse.
Until the day, I have the courage to say
I own my own faults, its not you, its me
Help me please, through recovery
Mum and Dad, please forgive me
I'm sorry.
So, I'll blame you. For my childhood
and everything I do.
When things go wrong, I'll blame you
When I lose friends, I'll blame you and
I hope to shame you into believing this
Is true. When I lose my job, money and
my relationship too,
I will blame it all on you.
It's all your fault, to block out the pain
of my childhood blues,
that is why I use.
It's never my fault, that's my excuse
when I'm coming down and feeling blue
Its all your fault, So I'll blame you
when I steal to get on and use,
its because of your abuse,
my denial, self loathing and drug use.
Its easier to blame you when I
hit rock bottom, and all my friends
have OD'd and are gone, I'll blame you.
So I can get high and not have to mourn.
I don't have the courage to own my own faults.
So, I'll blame you, lashing out with horrid insults.
Why; Because I'm an addict and I self abuse.
Until the day, I have the courage to say
I own my own faults, its not you, its me
Help me please, through recovery
Mum and Dad, please forgive me
I'm sorry.
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