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Shhhhhh…
Please just be silent, don’t say a word
I don’t want to hear it anymore
Can’t you understand, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t
I do not want to listen to you anymore

Twenty years, twenty years, twenty fucking years
led me here, I am here… When I, I just wanted to be there

Respect, you want that from me?
Now you say all those little things, that I use to need, Now, Now…NOW

Divorce, it means never… Never again
You do not own me, I can’t even think of that life again…and

I am here, and I hear… you laughing… at me, about him
It’s okay, laugh, laugh loud, louder… and later what then?

I will not laugh at you, and hurt you, I will not be angry… and
I will not be bitter, so laugh at me… push me, make me stronger

I hear the sound, of pain and tears
I held you for more then twenty years