what the fuck is this

i come back and am instantly lost




i scrape through the dirt
to unbury me
all i get
is dirty fingernails and skull fragments
that don't all fit together

i sealed my soul in a default typeface
sent it unrequited
to publishing companies
laid it in sedimentary prose
somewhere in unreality

where is my glut of words
who has eaten my honey
who has drunk my blood
who has given me this
abscess of absence
of me