Insanity

     So many  voices weighing on my mind.
I cannot run from the insanity, never the less my own shadow.

   Racing through my mind, scaring the shit out of me.  Darkness over takes. I'm living in a fucking nightmare.

  The point of no return.  The beating of my heart, echoing in my ears.  Morbid thoughts scattered.  Whoa unto to who looks upon my soul.

  Truly I implore, who am I?
Am I the nice guy who cares, who cherished all the world?  Who would do anything for love?

 Am I the dark lonesome monster I become?  Who despises all the world.
Who's heart is blacked with hate, for it has been broken far to many times.

 Really, I just don't know what I am!!