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Your school of thought,
Regarding friendships and diplomacy
It is a complicated one,
That keeps one at arm’s length away from being real
Or ever really close to you
You should work on that,
When talking to you, mine friend
Were titles used,
Never, my once friend and love
or were you addressed
As a real person sittin next to me
And that is why I walked,
Away,
from all of your fake smiles
And personal bullshit
Or,.. Maybe I’m still Amazed…
Regarding friendships and diplomacy
It is a complicated one,
That keeps one at arm’s length away from being real
Or ever really close to you
You should work on that,
When talking to you, mine friend
Were titles used,
Never, my once friend and love
or were you addressed
As a real person sittin next to me
And that is why I walked,
Away,
from all of your fake smiles
And personal bullshit
Or,.. Maybe I’m still Amazed…
Published 2nd Mar 2016
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no i get it...smiles weren't fake, just not completley there...a guarded coolness. Its all about self preservation, an she wos proven right to keep it that way, cos you walked away. This way she wasn't hurt, nor were you....is a mind fuck of a catch22 but yeah...i totally get it
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23rd Mar 2016 6:08am
dig what you're saying, however just can't see it that way... To walk away from someone that is not ever really there completely, but more of an image,,, I would have felt stupid having to continually prove myself for someone that was always keepin things a arms length away. There has to be accountability me thinks... Just can't keep chasing after somethin that does not ever really want to be caught up to... but can see what you are sayin \m/
4th Mar 2016 1:56pm
Wolf my man, I think she still watches you from a distance, and what was there will forever remain but only if you decide to pick it up again. This definitely has anger and frustration at a loss for someone close, it carries that weight you added to it.
23rd Mar 2016 6:02am
Yeah, but I don't want to pick it up again where it were left off, hehehe... Twould rather love em from a million miles away, than up close to me, Tis better to live without certain people in ones life, that refuse to have accountability, and keep on being the same... There comes a time, when their memory is more precious, than what they actaully are now... And that is when I let the drift away, I do not chase :p... Yeah, me knows,,, aint I a stinker hehehe...
