As a Writer ...

There's always been this tug of war  
between sex and intimacy  
Intimacy is tough, it takes real commitment  
Sex, a little easier, hit and run mind concepts  
 
Ever since I started writing  
there's been a war in my head  
Bukowski vs. the rest of us  
He was so good but cheap wine still  
 
Trying always to find my groove  
Perfecting what was never perfect  
Real life and love hit speedbumps  
Musings for a Tuesday morning work in progress