Why

Why  
Why do you feel it's okay to disrespect me I'm the mother of your kids  
The mother of three,  
Why do you feel that I have to listen to you all the time  
I'm my own person I have my own mind,  
Why don't you love me  
Why don't you touch me,  
Why don't you kiss and hold me  
I yarn for that moment can't you see,  
You blind in braud day light  
Not wanting to know the feelings that I have for you they lost they gone,  
Why don't you care enough when I tell you these things,  
 talk to me with respect like you care for my need,  
The kids play a major part in this yes indeed  
What you do or say to me don't think they don't see  
We just not meant... You and me,  
I'm serious this time I'm threw your mess  
I get blame for everything like I'm a big fuck up,  
Pointing fingers and talking smack  
You don't care that I hurt so do me a favor and fall back,  
If I'm never gone have that last name  
There's no sense of you hanging around man,  
You have this wall up that your want take down,  
Your problem from now on I'm not sticking around  
I don't know why you want leave you must be scared that a actually man might come to take your place,  
I bend called every bad name in your book  
You better take a good look  
I'm not happy here with you in my bed  
Sometimes I do wish, wish I was dead,
You don't make me feel wanted at all  
Imma do me from now on  
That was your choice your call,  
So continue to dog me the hell out  
And watch what I do, imma smile, imma giggle, imma laugh at you  
You gone ask yourself  your own question  
Why you do what you do!