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I dont want to die, I just want to get high
I'm afraid I'm losing myself again.
I want to get high. I want to spend life twisted
Fuck it. My bipolar is winning with only 1 cure
So.. Hit up he dope man. 1 oz 100% pure.
I've "already relapsed" in my brain obviously
Although, in realty I'm a straight up pussy
Afraid to lose everything again
But ready to "speed up" everything Iv gained
Spending all day thinking of something to ingest
WTF I can't handle the crystal meth
But I don't want to fall asleep
I need something that won't push me to my peak..
Don't wanna hit rock bottom I just wanna get high
Man doing any drugs makes me wanna die...
(((I don't consider marijuana as a drug lol;)))))
I want to get high. I want to spend life twisted
Fuck it. My bipolar is winning with only 1 cure
So.. Hit up he dope man. 1 oz 100% pure.
I've "already relapsed" in my brain obviously
Although, in realty I'm a straight up pussy
Afraid to lose everything again
But ready to "speed up" everything Iv gained
Spending all day thinking of something to ingest
WTF I can't handle the crystal meth
But I don't want to fall asleep
I need something that won't push me to my peak..
Don't wanna hit rock bottom I just wanna get high
Man doing any drugs makes me wanna die...
(((I don't consider marijuana as a drug lol;)))))
Published 20th Feb 2016
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21st Feb 2016 5:03am
if marijuana is not a drug and is only a cookie then if it stops you wanting to die then its a cookie worth eating - I find these cookies a great help in my fight against my PTSD and regular bouts of morbidity - getting high is, in my view, much better than choosing to die.
you really capture bipolar here in this mood driven piece - so well written, so provoking - I wish you well - you are not alone :-)
you really capture bipolar here in this mood driven piece - so well written, so provoking - I wish you well - you are not alone :-)
23rd Feb 2016 5:57am
A nice read k,
Bi-polar is a tough one, stay focused, stay real, above all...stay happy!
Bi-polar is a tough one, stay focused, stay real, above all...stay happy!
26th Feb 2016 4:40pm
Being high one day, many times means dying softly next day or maybe the day after as well.
But yes, sometimes itīs worth to get high for a moment, even it is to lose 2 days in a row dying.
Been through that sometimes.
Very bi-polar mood indeed, but in a poetic form that I love.
"Spending all day thinking of something to ingest
WTF I can't handle the crystal meth"
Trying to rhyme crystal meth... Loved it!
"Don't wanna hit rock bottom I just wanna get high"
This is a very mature verse. It includes fear and interior control. It is so mature, that it can be a big truth or a lie. :)))
Well done!
Kiss,
Art
But yes, sometimes itīs worth to get high for a moment, even it is to lose 2 days in a row dying.
Been through that sometimes.
Very bi-polar mood indeed, but in a poetic form that I love.
"Spending all day thinking of something to ingest
WTF I can't handle the crystal meth"
Trying to rhyme crystal meth... Loved it!
"Don't wanna hit rock bottom I just wanna get high"
This is a very mature verse. It includes fear and interior control. It is so mature, that it can be a big truth or a lie. :)))
Well done!
Kiss,
Art
18th Apr 2016 8:34am
