an imperfect love

You make me so mad I don't know what to do. I swear the things you do keep me confused. The issues we have sometimes come in twos. You have a princess attitude in a dress like but you act like you wear the pants and it makes me want to put on them walking shoes. I close my eyes and say I am tired of it but then I open my eyes and can't see myself without you. You piss me off just because you can then I say I won't lose my cool. Then you push my buttons and I find myself under the pressure of trying not to choke you. I know I never get on your nerves shhh don't say nothing don't kill the mood. I know I have been on some shit but I am good dude. I have thrown shots at you I should have missed you with I wish I could start over new. All of the love songs in the world couldn't say what I want to. I am sorry for the neglect I fucked up a time or two. So you stepped out that was a freebie for you over the shit I use to do. But I put the ball down and the jersey on the wall I have no excuse for anything I did to you. So I won't make one I just want you to know I can't see myself without you. Look at all we have been through they said we wouldn't make it now over 7 years later we about to celebrate you and me again february 22. See I know we don't always get along but thats all on you. Before you say a word be quiet let me have my moment don't kill the mood. Its a chalk outline on my life without you there is nothing in my life without my babies and you. You had a freebie but there won't be two. Don't try to ball on me what is blake Griffin to steph curry I will wait on you. We are here for a reason I just want to be where you are nowhere new.