"Transitioning into the Apport of an Deeper Rationality"

"Fuck it, I'm going to Bed" she said "Besides, you
have no Brains up there, only Rocks in Your Head,"

Thinking that she was done with her sudden outburst
and assumed, concise understanding of my mental
capability of comprehending what she had to say I
said, "Okay, go ahead, I'll be there in a little bit...

Wrong responding quip to everything she had said; I
guess apparently I hadn't realized the words that her
heart was speaking - which if I was of an more profound
mentality at the time I might would have, as definitely
would've been more conducive to an relationship of
wholesome bonding and not the harmful disconnection
that it, gradually deteriorated into with time

"See, You never Listen to the Sound of My Voice, only
 the Words; the Superficiality of Novice Insight is an
 Level that is Shallow of Depth and Cumbersome - it
 feels like Baggage that I haven't Packed and don't want,"

Immediately then, I went into an shift in thinking and into
the mindset of analytical-reasoning, as meticulously I would
dismantle every aspect of words spoken verbatim, until
they revealed to me levels before unbeknownst, but now,
self-evident

"The Granite has to be Crushed and Removed from the
 Surface before one can Receive Knowledge, that only an
 Soul Cultivated in Erudition is Capable of Utilizing," ...

"Damn that Intellect that Speaks Mysteries and causes
 Internal Conflict that Genders towards Introspection,"

It was an epiphany of sorts that caused an awakening of
dimensions within that opened the doors of perception and
made of me from that point on an Apport of things within
the soil of my soul, that being produced, caused changes
in the handling of situations where conversations were
involved: voice-tones, facial-expressions and breathing
patterns became clear and relevant languages all of their
own

Sometimes though, lessons learned come to late, and they
get to be applied to relations that we enter into when the one
that incurred an dissolution evokes these changes in ones
mentality, changing your appearance into that of a man that
has a level of sensitivity