Inside of Me

Not what you think but definitely what i had hope for..
during the news of your  beginning..
i could not believe and almost fainted..
endless sick days and nights..
talking moon and haunted sunlight..
please make it stop..
not her but the feeling...
stressed with annoying depression..
am i dying on the inside or is this just my imagination..
flutters and spin smiling joy within..
no longer is there sorrow..
my sadness she has devour ..
i love you Shanielia......