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I have to go, I can not stay.. 💣

I have to go, I can not stay  
you just can't save me because  
I'm not OK, I know all too well  
there's nowhere to hide 'I'm do'n time'  
punished for someone else's crime  
like a scratched up CD, it replays  
In my mind - slow motion animated hell  
a lifetime of abuse streaming a  
repetative silent horror in my prison cell  
I need to fix this mess  
I can't keep making excuses all the time  
DENIAL- it ain't only a river in Africa..   True?  
you know I have to go,  
I can not stay here with you.  
You say you love me deeply and care for me too  
try to understand and support me  
show me love, so I know  
Please help me see this through  
I have to go, I can not stay  
for my love I fear if I stay in this vicious  
cycle.. stay here, I'll lose you 💔  
You just need to believe in trust too  
Of course I'm coming back  
 dont be ridiculous  
My love for you is pure and true  
have I not proven this to you  
If I'd met you sooner,  
I'd have loved you longer but  
the universe didn't have a clue  
I told you I wrote a list asking for you.  
I have to go, I can not stay,  
Please help me see this through  
set me free... My lover, My nace  
So I can return to you,  
in a healthier and stronger place.  
 
 
If you find someone else while I'm away  
Thats life ok,  
 It will certainly answer my question today ✌
Written by TinaLouise
Published | Edited 30th Jan 2016
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