My Ex-Lover

Mesmerized by the feeling of your rough figure... My Palm on your waist, caressing you... Lost in deep thoughts, wondering whether should I use my index or middle finger to flicker your clit for I really miss your loud screams when you start yelling... remembering how we used to send shivers down many spines when we came together...  
 
The nasty smell of your breath after a couple of rounds made me wanna flicker you even more...  But I guess I had to let you go... cause my obsession was growing deeper and deeper... And the thought of it made me grow weaker and weaker...  
 
It's at times like these I miss the bond we once shared... I remember the simple kisses I used to give you, you understood them cause they we never just kisses... You smooth skin glowed so bright like the light when it strikes the prism that you were even visible at night... When you cleared your throat people started dancing in a weird way... We swore an oath that if one of us were to get caught, never to tell where the other was...  
 
I remember when the Police busted my door down, we took different directions with the believe that the love between us will never die... I ran so hard that many would say I ran for my life, but in actual facts I ran for yours, because my freedom was your life back then...  
 
How I miss your silk touch... You never left my side even when time were tough...I enjoyed flashing you around if it meant it would open my paths... I miss the times we used to sit alone just you and me and there would be complete silence in the apartment...  
 
 My friends said You were gonna make me grow crazy but I guess their level of understanding was still premotive to have understood the connection we shared... But like Santiago with his sheep, we communicated through the universal language that required no words... I couldn't leave you so I had to run away cause our love became a curse... But I will always remember you for you were my 1st love... Hope to meet you again someday...  
 
Love  
 
Khanyi