Not Fit To Be Loved

I have never been fit to be loved

I can't remember the last time I have ever loved myself

A stranger to a warm embrace from a companion

My heart melts like the ice in my whiskey straight

Surrounded by happy couples leaves me dead inside

I refuse to falter from my personality and take the fall

I know everything about me is ugly, inside and out

Cold skin matched with a dark and void personality

Makes for a lethal combo on the dating scene

Awkward conversation due to lack of experience

Makes me the laughing stock at my own expense

Constant feelings to make amends to people I don't even relate

Just end up wallowing in my own self hate

Sometimes wondering if I just enjoy the pain...