Shattered glass

I'm sorry for the words I have thrown.
I'm sorry for the words I have said.
I'm sorry for the bad memories that are inside  your head.

I pushed  for you to tell.
I tryed to make you remember  but I was putting you through  hell.
Thought  I was doing well.

But  I pushed you away
page by page.
hoping to turn back time
To that day.

We first met
You put a smile across my face.
  that smile
Would not erase.

I'm sorry  that things turned out this way.
At the time there was nothing  to say.

You made me happy  but then you were gone.
It was agian  just another  love song.

I was wrong but I  don't regret  what I did.
I was the one man that you had that would of never cheat  or fib.

But you were blinded  by  what you  didn't  understand!!!
I was always there in your darkest moments  to support you  and hold your hand.

You are  the one that got away
The one  that i pushed away  by simply  asking about your day, but I would ask and ask  but all I did was care....for,you in the  end you were  just scared

I'm sorry for the words I wasted on you.
I see now that I spoke  true.

Your words like poison  streaming threw my  vains.
The ones that make me fall till it drove me insane  till I had such a fucked up brain

You went after this other boy but  he only  ended up hurting you.
I said i would  never hurt you my promising  words  forever spoke true.

It was you that did all the hurt  all of what you built up.
But now my heart broken  stuffed in a box muffled with broken shards of a cup sticking out when it beats the shards press ever so deep  I just want to scream but there is no peep. Try to go to sleep but theses memories  all they do is haunt I wish for you to just see the pain you  that you have  brought

The shards  the reflection  of what could of been  us.
But  it went down and are relationship  went to nothing but dust.

Your were  the water that extequshed my flame.
You were the one that  made me hide my face  in shame.

You were the one to drive me  to the edge,
A double  edge awaited  I fell first  only to fall to another  stage  closer  to this pit of sorrow that I wish would end  but never does
 I am emptie cup and it will never be full