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Negativity
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Walking into a Denny’s,
For New Years Burger, Onion Rings and a Shake,
Though I know what I am going to order
I pick up the menu, and read
Allowing myself to stare off and daydream
I always zone out and become inspired when I come here
In my solitude, food and drink
I think;
What I discovered about be
Negativity is killing me
I need to have more faith
That everything will be alright
Even if its messed up,
Failed, or fuked;
I have lost my faith
And that is why I hate everything
And always have a bitter taste in my thoughts
The more I learned
The more I read,
Studied math, physics, history,
And graphs
Nothing was special anymore
New or original
Everything has already been done
With nothing to look forward to,
Everything became just another statistic
There is just probability
Laws of cause and affect
And guilty till proven innocent
Because those fukers probably did it
And I aint interested in following any further
I have lost my faith
I lost my faith,
In humanity,
In beasts,
In Gods and men
And in woman,
I need to find myself again
And I will;
Something that was planted in the beginning
In my genesis of birth
And the awakening of knowledge
The more I have learned
The less I seem to care, about others
I lost patience, and tolerance for old ways of kindness
Accept for when in mood swings.
I Love, I hate, I love you, I hate you
As I both Love and Hate… I…. I love and loath myself
```~~~... ... ...~~~```
Walking into a Denny’s,
For New Years Burger, Onion Rings and a Shake,
Though I know what I am going to order
I pick up the menu, and read
Allowing myself to stare off and daydream
I always zone out and become inspired when I come here
In my solitude, food and drink
I think;
What I discovered about be
Negativity is killing me
I need to have more faith
That everything will be alright
Even if its messed up,
Failed, or fuked;
I have lost my faith
And that is why I hate everything
And always have a bitter taste in my thoughts
The more I learned
The more I read,
Studied math, physics, history,
And graphs
Nothing was special anymore
New or original
Everything has already been done
With nothing to look forward to,
Everything became just another statistic
There is just probability
Laws of cause and affect
And guilty till proven innocent
Because those fukers probably did it
And I aint interested in following any further
I have lost my faith
I lost my faith,
In humanity,
In beasts,
In Gods and men
And in woman,
I need to find myself again
And I will;
Something that was planted in the beginning
In my genesis of birth
And the awakening of knowledge
The more I have learned
The less I seem to care, about others
I lost patience, and tolerance for old ways of kindness
Accept for when in mood swings.
I Love, I hate, I love you, I hate you
As I both Love and Hate… I…. I love and loath myself
```~~~... ... ...~~~```
Published 7th Jan 2016
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Anonymous
8th Jan 2016 9:56pm
Oye, LoboMuerto. . .One day your faith will be restored, but it's going to have to be you who does it. . .When you're ready to accept, all will be alright, so hang tight. . .Excellent poem, you really poured your heart out, I just wish more poets could have read this. . .~Devlin.
