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Truama
Early monrning moss in the air with the smell of gun podwer next to a body with a blink stare inside of his eye's no light remained there red shirt mostly white with his mind hangging bare naked for any one to read that walks past the side walk and it read i was a victim of circumstance in the crime law there's no mercy in the land of the dead if this is your home to survive there's change on your head and it was cold but......
If i let that define me who would i be, i forced life to take his hands and bind these wounds that time leave and it can heal you because it found me.
So many secrets i cant talk about.....
For the sake of my pride pain laced in my eye's pervs breaking your mind... Ima end it there thats somthing im still not ready to witness bare the worst part is now im force to question my drive like is this some kinda subconscious lust can i ever love or am i just that day in disguised fuck im a man so i gota suck it up drink a bottle and try to follow what shines cuz if i dont ill be swallowed by my own darkness but
If i let that define me who would i be, i forced life to take his hands and bind these wounds that time leave and it can heal you because it found me.
Somtimes we're left striped of our dignity misfits of serenity but the gifts are the memories i get when i think of the little things a matris left by the dumpster in the projects a space walk with in the springs lives a shred of happiness and i can bask in it because misery can eat at my soul eventually you'll start to question are you even a whole?
The gap in my chest never closed but im filling it up i was focused on the dark but a feeling of love was amplified from a line and a comment the littlest stuff any time that i can bond makes my minutes add up so if you think there's a stain to big to wash away its wrong i was in hell and walked away sometimes you gota ask your self this question are you traped in the dark or is it captured by your presence just let it go.
If i let that define me who would i be, i forced life to take his hands and bind these wounds that time leave and it can heal you because it found me.
So many secrets i cant talk about.....
For the sake of my pride pain laced in my eye's pervs breaking your mind... Ima end it there thats somthing im still not ready to witness bare the worst part is now im force to question my drive like is this some kinda subconscious lust can i ever love or am i just that day in disguised fuck im a man so i gota suck it up drink a bottle and try to follow what shines cuz if i dont ill be swallowed by my own darkness but
If i let that define me who would i be, i forced life to take his hands and bind these wounds that time leave and it can heal you because it found me.
Somtimes we're left striped of our dignity misfits of serenity but the gifts are the memories i get when i think of the little things a matris left by the dumpster in the projects a space walk with in the springs lives a shred of happiness and i can bask in it because misery can eat at my soul eventually you'll start to question are you even a whole?
The gap in my chest never closed but im filling it up i was focused on the dark but a feeling of love was amplified from a line and a comment the littlest stuff any time that i can bond makes my minutes add up so if you think there's a stain to big to wash away its wrong i was in hell and walked away sometimes you gota ask your self this question are you traped in the dark or is it captured by your presence just let it go.
Published 18th Dec 2015
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18th Dec 2015 7:59pm
Such wisdom from one so young! An inspirational read my friend! And that mattress, that bitch would be drraagged, with pride, all the way home!!! Comfort, no matter how achieved, is a rare gift indeed😚! & a merry Xmas to me!
Thats whats up. Much love stay cool SURVIVOR ima lay off posting for a while i gota work on some music. But ill be reading and if im in a theta beta, mind state and a poem is just downloaded into my subconscious from the grid ill share it. Merry x-mas
19th Dec 2015 2:58am
I know thats the point, the duality of man depends on the balance key word balance of these two elements but we can choose, some people i know grew up like i did left the environment and embodied it for ever trapped in their own subconscious programming they say things like you changed on me, as if self improvement isnt a part of the minds evolution. So my question goes out to people who left that situation that calls them to travel the left hand path but still attracts their own self destruction by staying left and runing away from light.
Some people in my culture are screwed. My people say they hate the way the streets bleed but we advertise it support it even then when some one dies they throw on a t-shirt with that persons face on it morn for a week and go back to the same destructive habbits on a different scale others do the exact same.
thing.
Some people in my culture are screwed. My people say they hate the way the streets bleed but we advertise it support it even then when some one dies they throw on a t-shirt with that persons face on it morn for a week and go back to the same destructive habbits on a different scale others do the exact same.
thing.
