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Psychopathetiquette (A rap poem by meth addiction)

I'm a quiet Autumn night, I'm a hood up and a secret
I'm a violent call at night, wit a death threat
Are you asleep yet?
I'm a dream ripped to shreds, I'm a concience gone psychotic
I'm the demons in ya head, I follow you
Leading you off topic, I got you pinned
I'm your happiness all along, oh wait I never really existed
I'm a mistake wit no chance of forgiveness
I'm your cancer and your insidious
I'm your damage and your limits, I'm just
Standing at the finish, holding my hand out
Waiting for you to fuck up so I can end and diminish
I'm your wicked, I'm your doubt
I'm a misplaced train ticket, you won't ever get out

I'm the salt in ya wound, the prevention of your come up
I'm all up and through you, I'm ya regrets of the summer
I'm ya bad decisions that fucked everything up
I'm the only thing you have that'll never give up
Grip on you strong as duck tape, why bother to struggle
I'll stop you, rob your faith, I'm you lost in a jungle
I'm a nagging alarm, always time to ruin potential
I'm you bagged up and tossed in a car, I'm you wasting your vessel
I'm the decay of ya mental
I'm your critique of every flaw, some don't even exist
I'm a beaker gone wrong, a disease, your chemical imbalance
I'm your good intentions that ended up as the opposite
I'm your second guesses stopping you from accomplishing
I'm your mental abuse, you did this to yourself
I'm the end of your youth, cobwebs and dust on ya shelf

I'm your judgement, your chastice, your punishment
I'm a gun full of bullets, are we having fun yet
I'm the monster inside the man that beat you and left
I'm you washed up losing value, drowning it under all that crystal meth

I'm that yesterday that could've gone so much better
I'm that medication you use as a lever
You're my student, surprise, this year I'm holding you back
You ain't ever gonna climb, so it'd be best if ya sat

You're my science experiment, I've gone mad wit power!
Your willpower was SCREAMING "persevere" But I am much LOUDER!
I'm the version of you too scared to exit the shower
Killing the version of you that don't want to succumb to the hour

I'm a killa, need not stand still, I'll catch up regardless
I'm Jack but I left Jill all alone on the hill cause I'm heartless

I'm the desperation to sober up but the inability to do so
I'm the wind propelling the mill, do you move when I do bruh
You're static, you ain't coming through on the radio
I'm the weather forecast, I'm all that's showing through to these people
I'm loud, clear, and ruthless, I got many different pet names
Tina, ice, jib, meth, but my real name is Crystal Meth Amphetamine
I'm rude, unsafe, ugly though they love me
I got you in a cage, a grip on ya throat, now I'm muzzling nobody can hear ya cries
Close your eyes, all they hear is me anyway

I'm a bolt in the sky, I'm a stove, you afraid to play wit fire
One wrong move wit me through you, you'll surely expire
I'm a life sentence to every crime you've ever commuted
I'm the light speck blinding you leading you in circles like an idiot

I'm a force to avoid at all costs, but you see
We together boo, Ain't a thing that can separate you or set you free
I bet you wish you made it through school and got a degree
You're proof that I ain't prejudice, I'll get wit anyone who seek me
Written by JnLdNk613
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