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black russians [&] cherry menthol gum~

that's what it tastes like
when you wrench my jaw
& spit down my throat
[wonder if you see
my heart break
before i swallow
wonder if you care]
i love the familiarity
*
i go looking for it
like a fucking addict,
go out praying for
a spiked drink
& hazy memories
[just because he didn't
you know... he didn't
that's why i am]
i keep you around
then i push
because you push back
& lead with the right
*
you leave too,
sometimes,
leave me in your filth
& fuck off while i
burp the taste
of your piss
[i'm just a hole
with a heartbeat,
never want to be more
if it means you'll stop]
i keep extending limits
*
i think you like it,
think you need it
know you, daddy,
know you're too far gone
[just like me, loving
how wrong it is
needing the next time
needing it more than once]
i know about atrocity
*
i'm empty till next time,
dead inside waiting
craving, always more
always a little worse
[filling the emptiness
with bottles of goose
to retch on your cock,
tell me i'm sick]
& i'll do it again...
... my tears were made
for you
//
_shadoe_
Written by _shadoe_ (katyusha)
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