Explode

I need you more than I could have ever known.
We're different from them,
You know what I mean.
You let me set my soul free,
I was free to be me,
No questions asked,
Just went with the flow.
We laughed at each other's fucked up thoughts,
Drank from bottles to drown our sorrows.
You made me feel like I was OK,
Like I finally fit in.
Circumstances made us have to let go.
Now I yell and I scream,
My mind is a mess.
My insides are broken,
I'm damaged and torn.
You left me alone,
Back where I was
With no one to share,
No one to know.
My cascade of tears could fill all of Hell.
I feel like I'm gonna fucking explode.