Where Has My Brain Gone?

Tell me why do I still want you
I must be blind and dumb
and the worse thing you can do
is throw this dog a crumb
I am still out in the desert
my existence empty of any grace
on your part no reciprocity
and I have been denied a little taste
The imprint of that night
when you decided to turn away
should have eliminated any hope
at the start of a new day
Easy to see the carnal desire looking in my eyes
for when you walk by it clearly shows
comparable to a depraved animal
impulsed to experience your sexual flow
So why do I add to my frustration
by buying you articles of seduction
when it will end in a negative way
using private moments for my member's reduction
See I am not the smartest cookie in the bunch
still longing for what I can't possess
maybe more distance will do the trick
so in sum I have flunked the test