cocaine got me

Why did I challenge your might when I knew you'd  rot me to the core
Still you leave me wanting more
You stripped me of all and became my only goal
You took my wealth health possessions and soul
I've lied to family and I've lied to friends
One stage I could see no end
I hate you but I love you so
Get out my life please just go
You ruled my mind like a despot of my soul
My thoughts was as black as coal
All I do and all I am
Focused on another gram
One day I'll beat you and I'll stop falling
The day is now stand up nomore crawling
The door is open walk right out
I'll see you Friday gimme a shout