Dai

I remember the first time you mocked my burns
You told me the boy I had burned for probably felt like you did
 
Though they were words the shrapnel is still in my heart
And whenever someone touches my heart I bleed so much
 
I don't want to think... Haven't thought for three weeks
Boys always offer their hearts, beg me to give mine
 
But the shivering never stops and I'm always afraid
Flashbacks send me flaying back, nightmares haunt my days
 
Dai... Why'd you have to be just another heartbreak?  
Why'd you have to turn so cruel... Why'd you have to ruin me?
 
When you told me I was just a toy... it shattered my self worth
And it took awhile for me to pick up the pieces of my heart
 
I tried to burn away the pain but you'd ruined that for me too
All I can ever hear is your laughter and you telling me to burn harder