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3 AM

I had met him only in passing...
We knew each others name
We were friends on facebook
We shared the same group of friends

It was the last day of summer
And we'd been chatting online for hours
Finally we agreed to meet at the riteaid
I was nervous, why was I nervous

I walked to the riteaid early and waited
I didn't see him come up behind me
And it startled me when he put his hand on my shoulder
He laughed and told me to "chillax"

We walked around, talked about everything
He kept staring at my lips and I kept ignoring it
We found a grocery cart and he grinned and said get in
I laughed and hopped in and off we went

We went down hills and almost got hit by a semi
I knew he wanted to kiss me but I still wasn't sure if I wanted him back
I said I was thirsty so we walked to the store
Where I bought us both drinks and chips

From there we went to the local park and sat on one of the tables
We laughed and stole each others chips and I was starting to trust him
I was laying on the table watching the stars and I was enjoying myself
But then he put his hand on my thigh and I regretted leaving my bed instantly

Suddenly he was on top of me... kissing my neck
He was trying to get my hand up my skirt and I kneed him in the groin
I ran away he tried to follow but I had kneed him pretty hard
Once I was home I crept down to my room and laid in my bed

How had I been so foolish? Had I lead him on?
Shaking I texted my most recent ex...the  one I was still getting over
He yelled at me for being so careless and I begged him to understand
He told me to go to the police and I told him it was pointless

I remember how angry he was with me and how worthless I felt
How could he be so cruel? Why didn't he get angry at the guy?
I don't go outside at night anymore... I haven't for months
I'm so afraid of running into this guy... But no one knows of my mistake
Written by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
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