Disease

Very intriguing I must say I love this disease that is my Ninja Way lol

Very interesting given the tension that arises from the final lines were you speak of being free and alive, but earlier stated "control me, but never hold me."  It is the subject has something to hide and therefore must be controlled instead of held?  I find this thought provoking and filled with conflict and tension making me want to know more about the person in the poem and the events that bring him/her to his/her situation.  Very nice.

What the subject has been hiding is the fact that she is tired of being in control and dominant all the time. Others see her as a strong personality, always defensive and rebellious but really she likes to be "put in her place" sometimes...it's a release from putting up a continuous wall. The subject is me.  

The disease is my friend that is actually the only one not afraid to stand up to me and loves to hang out with me despite my wall. I can't get enough of this friendship...its freeing to my soul.

Thanks for enjoying the poem:)

Thats it, let it out. Now you will have to become friends and buddies with said disease to ever take yourself seriously again. Made it to my list. <3

No worries..we are the best of friends still.

Your 'disease' is a lucky ass sob lol
Damn, so many willin' on here...where the hell is my volunteer!? lol