Suicide Note

Very dark indeed

Thanks DesnaMona...encouraging words from fellow poets keep me fueled up to continue my poetic journey

I know right i love it

~** <3 **~ With all due respect.... I personally feel it's not suicide you seek my friend.  But a F'' escape to cure or heal the mental pain your feeling.  Your misunderstood,  there's nothing wrong with you.  I tried cutting as a child, not to kill myself... but.... I summoned a pleasure I didn't understand at the time!!!!!  And that was curing the mental pain I was going through.  I wanted the pain to go away without killing myself.  Cutting has been a cure for me not a suicide attempt.  But.... it could lead to accidental suicide to us and to the Foreiner's report suicide!!!  Not fair right????  I feel your pain, and remember... Your Not Alone... even though it may seem that way. ~** <3 **~    Lushviliance Veins..........I respect your quote.... but...... I am a cutter for comfort as a child.  I am not a suicidal person even though it may seem that way.  I hate guns, ropes, poisioning, drugs, burning, biting, strangling ect......  I am a natural cutter for comfort only.  Hopefully it will never go too far for anybody's personal comfort zone of healing the present emotional pain that's far worst than self mulitating.  Lushviliance Veins Poet
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Thanks Lush..your comments do put the interpretation of my poem in lines of sadistic pleasure, adding another perspective to it