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Anxiety And Cocaine Medication

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a line for the spiders † †
crawling along my spine † †
two more up my nose † †
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for the feeling of euphoria † †  
that takes over when I'm high † †
keeps the room from closing in on me † †
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feeling real good now † †
pop a benzo to level out † †  
then back to the powder † †
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hit the slopes with a snort board † †
feeling like a super hero in a movie † †
love the fuck out of this feeling † †
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nothing quite like it † †
except when your money is spent † †
and the party is over for the night † †
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come morning light † †  
anxiety is back with cloying fingers † †
causing you to climb the walls † †
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back at it again † †  
till the day comes † †  
when you crash into sobriety † †
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brain chemistry altered † †
now fucker just try and live without it † †
singing are we having fun yet? † †
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(note don't like it today but I'm still cocaine free)
crimsin
Written by crimsin (Unveiling)
Published | Edited 18th Sep 2015
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