If You Only Knew

I can't seem to find the right words to say to tell you that I feel this way. I want you. What can I do to make you want me next to you? If you look at me you'll understand all I want is to hold your hand. I've felt this way for oh so long and it hurts me that I don't belong. Wanting you to want me it's all a dream my heart aches I just want to scream. I smile and laugh just thinking of you together here I wish it was true. I always imagine your gentle touch if you only knew I felt this much. Not being with you I'm falling apart cause I don't know how to get to your heart. If only you could see the love in my eyes and all those nights I sat and cried. Just look at me I'm standing right here just call out my name and I'll be there. How long the wait I do not know. But when the day comes I'll let it show. If only you knew my feelings for you I'll stay hopeful that you'll feel the same way too. If...jus if you only knew