your loss

Sitting here looking in the mirror
Eyes still wet from tears
I cringe at the sound of your voice
Shutter when anyone speaks your name

They all look at me
Walk on egg shells when talking to me
Afraid a single word will make me snap
Everyone knows we cant have that
Someone should have warned me
Your love was a load of crap
A lie you told not only to me
But everygirl in between
Yet im the one who is so heartless so mean
What was my dream turned a nightmare
I keep reaching for emptiness just air
Walk in a room silence
Everyone knew
Looking at me and thinking poor fool
So defeated at a loss
No one told me about the pain you would cause
Thats ok it really your loss