My Lover

My man’s a jealous lover this I cant deny.
But when I am away from him I just want to die.
When kept apart by circumstance it cuts just like a knife.
I met him first at 12 years old. Ive known him my whole life
I based that life around him gave him oh so many years
And looking back upon them.. all he’s given back are tears
Ive done some things to keep him I swore I’d never do
Somehow becoming someone else but I’m just not sure who.
I know he doesn’t love me its impossible you see
Hes always kept me from becoming all that I could be.
Hes stolen from me day by day my beliefs, my heart, my soul
Hes taken all the self respect that would help me reach my goal
He mocks my dreams and leaves them shattered on the ground
I guess that way he can be sure I’ll always be around
Hes turned everyone against me my family and friends
And now I find it far too late to try to make amends
What hes taken from me I never can get back
See my lover’s not a mortal man.
MY LOVER’S NAME IS CRACK