Darkness

It's my fault
It's my pain
It's my failures that led you to do this

You chose the path without me
You chose to laugh and stab me
You chose to push me down
And drag me

The world's drowning
The darkness surrounds me
Everything is falling my ears are pounding

It's melodramatic
I'm not even psychopathic
My self pity had me fucking tragic

I can't blame you for all the shit that I said
When I painted my wrists the gods suddenly fled
The angels woke up and locked me out
Without you I'm nothing now

Pull me closer
Push me down the steps
Tell me you love me after I bled
I bled for you
I fed the truth
Motherfucking changed my attitude

Wasted it all
Struggled to crawl
I'm not giving up cause my life's just a brawl