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Lost Control, And Me

I gifted you the power of control
But now I'm taking it back in whole
My emotions are not for you to use
This heart is done with being abused
Sure I fell for your stupid ruses
And it left me with some bruises
But you can keep your dumb excuses
The type of person you are has been proven
Fuck your guilt trips and manipulation
I'm so done with that complication
I listened to your justifications
Yet you wouldn't consider my explanations
Two sides to each story but you only see yours
It's time that you get up off that high horse
You've done no wrong but you've been wronged instead
That's the version that lives inside your head
Fuck your dire need to cast blame
It's all a clever avoidance game
Can't handle truth about yourself
So you gotta pin it on someone else
Distort the facts for your agenda
Bend reality to fit anger penned up
Contradictions all around
You just can't stand what I have found
Deny the facts presented in clear view
Hard to face that emotions had control of you
Like it or not this whole love thing is strange
It can cause a person to do things insane
You can choose to cater to your ego and hide from undesirable results
But do not blame others for choices that are your fault
The reality is you lost control of yourself
While trying to grab control of me
And then you lost both
An outcome you never could see
Written by WoundedHeart
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