Echos of the Past...

It has been about a year
Since we last spoke
And now what i hear about you
Is a joke.

You meant the world to me
You were a part of me.
So much so,
It was as if you were
Woven into my heart
and when you left...
It tore me apart.
And now
You have the audacity
To question the love
I had for you.

That was many moons ago
We were in high school,
You were my first boyfriend.
You were the first to steal my heart.
But that was five years ago.
And yet still you haven't let it go

I don't know why
It bothers me so much.
We both have new lovers
Mine means the world to me.
He makes me so happy
More happy than i dreamed
He's like a fairy tale.
Your girl seems to be
All you ever wanted

So why!
Why did you have to ask...
How could you even question my love?!

I gave my heart to you
You shattered me when you left.
And now that I'm happy,
Now that it doesn't matter
You ask.
And that question echos within me
And i Want it to STOP
But I just don't know how.

It shouldn't even matter
It shouldn't impact me like this...
So why?
Why can't I let it go...
I want to let it go.
How is it that you can still get into my head