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Leaning for help

Who i am and who i was
Are on two extremely different poles
Excruciating, all these thoughts
Make me want to get out of my body
But it is that i have to be
No where else can i be myself
So i take all this pain
And never give out anything to anyone
Cause what i am
Nobody can comprehend, apprehend

There's no need to amend
The shit that's in my head
It is the only thing that makes me feel alive and dead at the very same time
Inside, i am screaming to let me out
Outside, i may seem like i am leaning for help
Understand this is not a cry or a lullaby
Sabotage with all this harm
All the good has been far gone

Give this another shot
Try to understand the things i have got in this demented head
Keeps screwing every time i try
All the trying goes to waste
It all goes to waste
Based on what i want to ace
It makes me want to hate, stick around and just wait

There's no need to amend
The shit that's in my head
It is the only thing that makes me feel alive and dead at the very same time
Inside, i am screaming to let me out
Outside, i may seem like i am leaning for help
Understand this is not a cry or a lullaby
Sabotage with all this harm
All the good has been far gone
InsomniacPerson
Written by InsomniacPerson (Fareeha Mahmood)
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