Scattered thoughts

  Have you ever been so tired that getting up is no longer an option?
 Been so hurt that getting hurt again is impossible?
 Been in so much pain that breathing is something that u regret doing because u would rather be dead than be breathing at all?
 It never really ends does it? The torture that's being done by your own self... The abuse that being given by the demons and monsters within... The screams not only continue to become louder in the back of your head but also in the nightmares that you could never seem to escape...
 It never really seems to get easy especially when u lose the one u believed u would never lose... When your best friend/twin turns around and has hatred in their hearts for u... What do u do when the most important person in the world leaves... U have no one.. Not even yourself... There's nothing but the monsters.. Demons and the cold shiny razor... Not everyone in the world belongs