All I do

When all there is and wants to be
Comes bleeding out, strait out of me
I damn myself for god has damned
I will not live a humble man

This I say and will come true
For words are real just like you
I’m searching for the answer to a question that I don’t want to hear
The words to bleed from my mouth, as I already know the answer



Thought you would save me
But it’s not so simple
For I myself must take control
But I am fake and cannot stand for I have nothing but myself to stand upon

Take this life from me I ask
Then turn and scream to give it back
I am not the son you asked for
And your son will never come back…

All I want is to be good, to be happy, to be yours
But all i am and all I do, is break the things i love

Now like a child I close my eyes
Trust that the new day will come
The clashing day will be filled with a new me…
Nevertheless, days do not end, lives simply continue.
Will my end really be that simple?