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fuck your vanilla icecream

You look at me like Iím a freak †
for my voyeuristic tendencies † †
take out the kink and the images †  
on the screen just look like normal porn † †
† †
But thatís not what weíre seeing † †
not what youíre seeing † †
† †
I like the way she takes the air † †
from his lungs † †
leaves bruises as penance † †
for his pleasure † †
body convulsing † †
in death-like ecstasy † †
† †
You canít see the beauty in pain † †
or how I want to connect † †
my soul to that agony † †
that leaves me wet †  
and waiting † †
untouched by your hands † †
† †
In your eyes †  
this bondage is dehumanising † †
and I canít make you understand †  
that this is the point † †
the degradation of our humanity † †
for the raw pleasure † †
of something so violently primal † †
it defies our rationale †  
to avoid pain † †
for vanilla excrements †  
on the bedsheets † †
† †
I am untapped deviance † †
because youíre so unwilling † †
to see the other side † †
of the things that turn us on † †
† †
I want bruises, blood dripping † †
down my skin from the assault † †
of your manicured nails † †
letting me know Iím alive † †
† †
If you bring the blood † †
Iíll bring the knives † †
and let you turn me into † †
holy living artÖ † †
† †
But your bite † †
is just a dream † †
when Iíve settled for security † †
over the adventure of unexplored †  
psycho-sexual depths † †
† †
You look at me like Iím a freak † †
turn off the screen † †
and lead me to bed † †
where you kiss me with the † †
platonacy of someone † †
who has apparently † †
never felt the ruthlessness †  
of lust raging through their veins † †
as though you can sooth †  
the screaming of my soul † †
with feather soft kisses †  
and pretty words † †
† †
When we fuck †  
Iím somewhere else † †
with bruises on my ass † †
and teeth marks on my skin † †
waiting for your finger tips †  
to take hold around my neck † †
and drive me to ecstasy † †
† †
© Indie Adams 2015
Indie
Written by Indie (Miss Indie)
Published | Edited 11th Jan 2016
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