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I'm Finally Leaving...

You tell me you love me then you hit my face
You tell me you're proud but tell your friends I'm a disgrace

You pick me up just to knock me back down
I'm so fucking sick of this mental and physical abuse

You touch me again and I'll fucking stab you
You're finished with turning my skin black and blue

I used to think that I loved you, I fucking worshiped you
But all you do is turn everything, EVERYTHING black and blue

I used to obey but now all I want to do is run away
I used to think your way was right, I used to think all I needed was for you to hold me tight

I ran away, mentally that is, I found lovers on line who didnt see your abuse
They never saw the scars, or the bruises, they'd kill your ass for this abuse

You call me a slut, you call me whore, you cut my skin to make me ugly
But I survive, I'm finally getting out... I'm escaping your ass cuz your personality is fugly

I'm calling the cops and leaving with only a bag of my things
You think I'm weak and pathetic, for letting you do such things to me, but even the cage bird sings

I've lied and lied and lied some more,
Trying to defend my honor after you've treated me like a whore

I'm building myself up after you've torn me down, for years you've torn me down
I've forgotten how to smile, I literally only frown

I taking my shit and running away, you haven't a single fucking reason for me to stay
I'm tired of you and tired of lying, it's time for me to be on my way

So peace stupid fucker and have a nice life
Maybe you'll learn your lesson, settle down and have a wife

But that bitch won't be me,
So watch my ass as I leave

Peace...
Written by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
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